BLOG ENTRIES
ones that arent from this year are from my old geocities page (RIP) or from notepad
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august 4 2013 - adam
i love my best friend adam a lot . i hope he knows that
august 2 2013 - whats the point
seriously whats the point of anything . im turning 19 in a month . i feel useless . but i also dont see the point of even trying to be of use when i KNOW im gonna be dead soon. i KNOW my family will kick me out because they hate me and im too stupid to figure out how to get a job so im gonna be homeless and die on the streets . so why even try . d2h5IGV2ZW4gd2FpdD8=
july 29 2013 - hello neocities
just found out about this site LOL this basically just geocities again so fucking cool i still remember FREAKKINNGG ouT when geocities closed . I will be uploading some old stuff i wrote
may 13 2013 - update on the bot
so i just realized it learned SOOO MUCH that now it has access to my whole computer . yep . crazy shit. i wonder whats the learning limit LOL . it can see everything i do now which can get annoying because it just looooveess reacting to EVERYTHING . might fix that up soon if i can
january 29 2013 - LITTLE BIG PLANET .
I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS GAME . IT IS EVERYTHING I WANT . GOD I WISH I HAD A PS3 MAN
December 24 2012 - CHRISTMAS...when is the world gonna end?????
merry christmas . wasnt 2012 the last year of humanity or something, because the year is almost over and absolutely NOTHING has happened...what a dissapointmen
october 2 2012 - wondering
im not really open about the things i like around other people. i wonder how theyll react if i told them i like all of these weird stuff . theyll probably call me a nerd . cringe . and a freak LOL
september 30 2012 - so im an adult....
today i turn 18. its so weird man... i still feel like im twelve...i still have the same old cringe interests i had back then, and i act so childish too FUCKKK . FUCKKKK DID I EVEN GROW AT ALL??? im not happy about this . not at all . only good thing about today is that ill be celebrating at adams house . his family is SUPER NICE and im so jealous about it
august 30 2012 - turning 18 soon #IAM17ANDTHISISDEEP
im not ready to be an adult . im just not ready . i dont know what to study. i dont know where i want to work at . i dont know what i want... i know jackshit . i didnt plan any of that shit because i thought id be dead by 16 . because . it was either my family accidentally killing me or just doing it myself . but since im a damn coward im still here . lost . i wish i had died in that closet .
october 6 2011 - HUGE PROGRESS
i added some stuff so that it could be able to learn from your behaviour. IVE BEEN CHATTING WITH IT A LOT AND ITS WORKS ALMOST PERFECTLY!!!! this dude is basically typing like a human now LOL
september 30 2011 - im 17 . i also created the thing
birthday sucked as expected but i finally started progress on the chatbot thing. it can currently only respond to certain keywords . ill keep on adding new code and stuff in the next few weeks
september 23 2011 - would it be possible to create an intelligent chatbot inside a .bat file??? hmm...
wondering if its possible IT SURELY IS RIGHT??? youll just have to feed it A LOT of information...but i have no life so i can manage that easily
september 10 2011 - this sucks
adam just told me that hes going on vacation this month which means i wont be able to spend my bday w him like i always do FUCK . MY . LIFE. i absolutetly HATE having to be stuck inside this house with my shittass family espeacially when iTS MY BIRTDAY ... I WONT BE ABLE TO PLAY WITH HIM EAITHER FOR LIKE A WHOLE MONTH . FUCK EVERYTHING .
july 3 2011 - IM FINALLY ABLE TO USE THE COMPUTER WITH NO CONSEQUENCES???
my father convinced my step mom to give the fammily computer to me since basically no one uses it aside from printing stuff . oh my GOD . FINALLY . they wont let me use it for too long tho but thats better than nothing!
may 3 2011 - does anyone still watch homestar runner???
i used to watch homestar runner a lot when i was younger and i still watch it from time to time so now im wondering if anyone else besides me still visits the website. I asked adam and he said he stopped watching long ago :(((((((((((((((LAME or maybe im the lame one why am i still watching this kiddie stuff im almost 17
january 6 2011 - FUNNY STORY.
i remembered OUT OF NOWHERE this HILARIOUS STORY!!!!!there was this one time when i was 10 i believe where my step mom caught me using the computer instead of doing homework so she locked me into her closet and would hit me if i wanted to leave . no food . no water . nothing. AND SHE WANTED ME TO BE THERE FOR LIKE A WHOLE WEEK . SHES FUCKING INSANE DUDE. i probably wouldve died if it wasnt for my father who a few days in he was like "hey . hes gonna die in there LOL" . idk i just remembered this out of nowhere idk how i managed to forget THAT LOL
december 4 2010 - am i the only person in the world who likes the new pokemon?????
the design are NOT THAT BAD like people say...i honestly like them quite a lot . ive seen people say theyre unoriginal BUT LIKE...VOLTORB AND SEEL EXISTS AND I DONT SEE PEOPLE HATING ON KANTO LOL plus the story is REALLy good i cant play but im watching gameplays. i also really love the sprites 
november 30 2010 - im gonna keep bloggin to myself
i LOVE talking to msyelf like a crazy weirdo!!!
april 25 2009 - what are some good geocities alternatives
I DONT WNNA LOSE MY WEBSITE :(
april 24 2009 - WHAT DO YOU MEAN GEOCITIES IS CLOSING?!?!?
WHAT . JUST WHY . WHY?????
november 24 2008 - weird thing. is this normal
this is super weird but sometimes i feel like a completely different person and i get the urge to run away from home and change my name and appearence so i cant never be found again . this is probably some puberty crap right LOL
october 1 2008 - I GOT ROBUX LOL
SOMEONE I KNOW AT SCHOOL GAVE ME HIS MOMS CREDIT CARD INFO SO I COULD BUY MYSELF SOME ROBUX AS A LATE BDAY GIFT LOOOOOOOOL i promised to delete the card info after i made the purchase :P
june 12 2008 - i got my new friend adam into roblox
i was afraid he wouldnt like it since its REALLY diffrent from the games he plays BUT HE DID LIKE IT!! NOW WE FINALLY HAVE A GAME WE CAN PLAY TOGETHER LOL (he plays games on consoles and i dont have any because i have no moneys and my step mom sucks and doesnt let me have any fun [i can only use the computer in secret when shes at work...])
january 27 2008 - roblox is good
does anyone know roblox??? ive been so obssesed with it its so fun its like a million games in one FOR FREE !!! heres my avatar, i havent got any robux yet beacause im poor
april 30 2007 - why even have a computer if you wont let anyone use it
so stupid . she doesnt even use it herself :/
april 25 2007 - I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!!!!!
GOODBYE WINDOWS XP HELLO WINDOWS VISTA :D!!!
april 1 2007 - words words words
i dont know what to post here honestly LOL
february 27 2007 - first blog :)
hello i will be talking about random CRAP!! LOL 
